Waiting

So! A lot of changes have taken place recently, but one that's going to impact me more than the rest.

I'm getting an apartment at the end of this school year.

I'm SO excited for it, but I'm just beginning to realize the magnitude of this change.

I'm becoming a "grown-up." I'm beginning to understand that things aren't going to be handed to me after I do move out of my home.

I'm going to be responsible for my wants and needs.

But, I'm more than ready.

Heck, bring it on.


It may be hard for an egg to turn into a bird: it would be a jolly sight harder for it to learn to fly while remaining an egg. We are like eggs at present. And you cannot go on indefinitely being just an ordinary, decent egg. We must be hatched or go bad. - C.S. Lewis

#changeisgood

It's funny, but I'm doing this one out of requests of a couple of different people. So, I do apologize for the delay in my posts. Anyway, here we go.

I've been doing a lot of thinking recently about my plans next year. I've been admitted into a couple of different schools, besides Johnson County Community College, I mean.

My biggest thing is I really want to get out of my house.

I LOVE my family. They are truly some of my favorite people - I mean, yes, that's a bit of a given. But honestly. But we're all getting to each other. Driving each other absolutely nuts.

We just can't seem to stop fighting with each other.

I'm so tired. All the freaking time.

And yet, in spite of all of that, I feel myself making progress. I don't feel sad like I have been in the past few months.

Life is turning around.